I Shouldn’t Be Here, But I Am
“ I share this not for sympathy, but to remind you: You never know how close someone came to the edge. Treat people gently. And when you see them smiling again — know that smile might be the product of survival.”
“ I share this not for sympathy, but to remind you: You never know how close someone came to the edge. Treat people gently. And when you see them smiling again — know that smile might be the product of survival.”
When people hear “Multiple Sclerosis,” they often think of wheelchairs or visible mobility aids. But some of the most difficult battles I face happen where no one else can see—deep within my body and mind. These invisible symptoms are real, persistent, and often misunderstood. Fatigue: The Monster That Wakes
“ I release the pressure to be the version of me you liked more. I release the ache of not being able to explain it well enough. I release the guilt of having a body that doesn’t always cooperate.”
“Now let me be real with you—I’ve had moments where I felt like I couldn’t bear it. I’ve faced seasons where just getting out of bed was a victory. But still—I’m here. Still moving, still writing, still testifying, still full of joy.”
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